so I just moved to Korea a month ago, and I've never felt so alone in so long

so it's funny how things turn out...

work-wise, I've exceed in all possible ways and finally got awarded for it. I've only been working my ass off for over a year w/ not so much as a pat on the back of accomplishment. oh well, people are starting to notice now...damn the man

life-wise, I've gotten better since my last g/f left me back in feb, yikes. Main reason is b/c I got someone else back in my life in a way I didn't think they'd be back in...if that made any sense...oh well. Either way, this person in my life makes me smile just by the mere sight of her, and of course sad when I don't get my daily dose of her. Only bad thing is of course, distance...I hope we can work it out

art-wise, wow i've been sucking at that, haha. I have barely put anything up at all, I've lost motivation and insperation. I need to work on that some more

education-wise, woo, i'm going to school soon!

So I may finally be done with this stupid cop job I've been doing for nearly 3 months now. Its schedule has been killing me in various aspects.

I ran in to some irony (not meant to sound funny) yesterday I was reading about the Columbine shooting and then i wake up today to find there was a school shooting in Virgina. odd

I'm working on two photo shoots which should be amazing; at least I hope. I'm writing down each shot I want to achieve, I'm up to 60 on one of the shoots; it's going to be epic.

I'm very tired in various aspects

I've been working on photoshop with a few of my photos, I'm happy with how most of them have come out, but I don't feel I've perfected them.

I've been working on some more scripts, some are just ideas that still need thought; others are progressing in a new way then I first imagined them.

There's a movie that's coming out that I really want to see; Sunshine. Though it's going to take forever to get here in the USA. At least I'll have Spiderman 3 soon?

I decided to start trying to compose music agian, the program I'm using isn't the greatest, but it'll do.

Wonder if I'll ever be able to do anything I've ever wanted to do

No recent photographs yet, but it'll happen when i get my 3 day weekend starting Monday.

I have been working on my extremely delayed script that I've been writing for almost 2 years now (think it's around 30 pages maybe 40 right now). I totally know how it looks in my head, it's just putting in filler and seeing if I can make it even better. It really pays a lot of tribute to its roots of the horror genre; which I think what a lot of movies are missing. Though it' original at the same time, some of the things in it I've definitely not seen before on screen, or it' something I've seen, just reworked to make things more horrific.

Once/If I finish this script, I have 3 more in the making. Each one is totally different. One is similar to Phone Booth, but I've made it in to something else as well. The other is a haunted house story in a way I don't think it's ever been told before, I may have to make a prequel to it maybe to make it seem more dramatic.

the last is a super-hero movie, apparently it's along the lines of The Incredibles (I wouldn't know, I've never seen it), but I expect this to be very graphic.

Work should give me the opprotunity to really work on it a lot, I hope it goes well!